I've Got My Spine. I've Got My Orange Crush.

The new year has not been a total shot in the dark for me so far. I like my classes. I questioned my move to become a music teacher, but now I think it is the best move I've ever done. Even though I broke up with my boyfriend back in November, I still love him. I realized that recently but I can never go back. Not with the way things were before. I also feel something for his friend still. I think I should just cut myself off from both of them but I can't because I'm a schmuck. My friend is thinking of setting me up on a blind date and I might consider it. Anyway, steering away from my pathetic love life, I'm getting very angry with my roommates and I want to move out. Lesson learned: never room with your friends. God please give me strength or enough sleep. I feel like I don't get a lot of that anymore. I get so exhausted, it makes me want to jump off a cliff. I usually have a lot to say but I'm so tired right now. I'll tell more next time.